If it weren't for you we would not know
by Heather Garcia
Looking back on my miscarriage now I am having to send Thank you's to the baby that I lost. You my "Angel" If I had not lost you I would not know that I suffer from P C O S. This is one of the reasons it has been so hard for my to concieve. But you are the light at the end of a very dark lonely tunnel. You have given me hope that one day I will be blessed with children here on earth. It was too late for you but one day I will get to meet you and share my life with you. I can not wait for the day that we are all together as the family we were suppose to be. We send our love to you, Micheal Raul Garcia. I never knew that I could be so strong. After my sister had twins(a boy and a girl) I thought if I ever lost a child I would lose my mind. My nephew lived but unfortuantly his little sister did not make it. I have suprised my self and kept my crying fits to my self or at least to my home. Do not get me wrong it is hard to know that a life that I carried inside of me is just simply not there anymore. Each day is a struggle. So " Baby Micheal" I think of you everyday. I hope that you and "Baby Abigail" have found each other in Heaven and keep each other company.
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