The Feeling of a Broken Heart
by Korah


The feeling of a broken heart; The cries of a deep sadness.

Jesus be enough for me.Blessed be your name.

The sound of a deep down cry; A wrenching cry ripping up from deep down; a feeling of true sadness.

Jesus be enough for me; blessed be your name

A stuffed bear wrapped in a soft blanket, being clutched, the closest thing - representation- to little Beriah & Miya Haskell..

Please Jesus please be enough for me.Blessed be your name.

I'm sick of mourning, literally my heart and gut aches-My heart aches never got to know Beriah & Miya.. Never got to hold him...never got to hold her.

Jesus please help me..you're enough. Blessed be your name.

The sound of His little voice echos in my mind (yet a voice never heard); Her little laugh along with it.Yet my imagination.

Lord how do I let go- help me stay up.Blessed be your name- You are enough.

Its a hurt unreachable by any human- so deep down I cry I feel like wretching. I wake saying 'It's ok baby dont worry momma's here'-just a dream (something I have never and never will get to say to them).

God heal this deep deep hurt.

Your All I need, Your enough. Blessed be your name.

How can I miss someone I never ever met?

-But I do tears fall like a waterfall

Jesus your enough Hallelujah.

In this grief I still serve you Papa, You are MY God Hallelujah

Rocking back and forth; the blankets wet soaked with tears How can a momma let go of her little ones?!? The ones who are not there... Yet know it needs to be done. Sobbing still yet comforted.

Papa (God) you are a good Papa...

Feeling Papa's touch-- His healing ointment

Yes Papa...Youre enough Your enough

Blessed be Your name.



Comments: I am 21 and am married now for 3 years. I have no children. I work as a missionary and dont have the ability money wise to get to know why. That question why.


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© October 2007 by Korah. The author of this work has given full permission for its distribution, electronic or otherwise, as long as the entire work is presented in full, the author information from the bottom of the work is retained, and this copyright and permission is retained.




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