Sasha
"Anonymous"
May 2003


I was a frightened child when I had to let you go
I had to survive the only way i knew how
They told me "its nothing, don't worry about it"
What fucking liers they were

Six years later I'm an adult now
For the first time i see how precious
You were to me
I am a mother even if you were never born
I still felt our bond, completeness, our love
I just thought that wasn't allowed

I like the idea of you as a spirit baby
And i've asked the angels to take care of you
Our memory of our time together i cherish
No one can ever take that away from us

I feel you were taken from me
I had no choice
I had no me
I know you understand, at least; i hope you do

Guilt had crippled my spirit
I find my way back by honouring you
By knowing this is allowed

Your name is Sasha Jasmine
I hope you like your charm
I prey it bonds us across the borders
I have strong faith that it will

I'm grateful to send you this message
It is long overdue
To find you again even through my sorrow
Thank you for being you
               love mummy xxx



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